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[Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
This is very short but kinda very vicious because I'm a bad person, please proceed with caution. Hope you like, OP

Shrouded

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Kylo realizes Hux doesn't look at him when they fuck on their eighth time.

Once it's all over and he lies on his back, watching Hux get dressed is how it hits him.

"Ren," Hux says with a nod as he leaves without meeting his eye like every time before.

He tries not to think much of it, but when on their ninth time Kylo dares to suggest they do something different this time and all he gets is Hux pulling back and lying himself face first on the bed, ass raised and eyes closed... he can't help but wonder.

***

"Your grandparents were stunning." Hux says it off-handedly as he flicks through a set of antique holos that Kylo keeps in his room.

"Yeah, I know," Kylo replies awkwardly as he starts undressing.

"Your uncle too, and your mom. Two of the most beautiful faces in the history of the galaxy," Hux insists, as he sees an image of young Leia, her delicate, perfect features on display. "Even your dad, most handsome criminal in the universe, every teen's dream..."

"Mm-hmm," is all Kylo can bring himself to say.

"What happened?" Hux asks and chuckles.

Kylo doesn't take off the mask.

***

It's until their nineteenth time that they fuck face to face.

Hux keeps his facial expressions neutral, and he keeps his eyes closed whenever he isn't looking away.

Kylo relishes every second of it, he loves to see the rise and fall of Hux's chest, the impeccable features on his face. He catches Hux's eye in one especially vulnerable moment and Hux whispers a ‘hideous' that Kylo is sure he wasn't meant to hear.

"I'm sorry," Kylo can't help but reply, he manages to stop himself from saying that he doesn't mean to be so ugly.

Hux doesn't say anything.

***

They've been fucking for years now.

He wouldn't have dared to ask if it wasn't likely his last chance. It's normal for people to bring friends and partners to such ceremonies. There are no ranks above General, it'd be nice to be there.

"They don't have to know I'm Kylo Ren, I can go without the mask, as a friend," Kylo says shyly and regrets it immediately.

"Really, Ren? You want them to see your face?," says Hux and Kylo can't respond.

Kylo watches the ceremony, from afar, wearing the mask.

He notices the personal guests seats are all empty.

***

With the Finalizer ready, they have to optimize their schedules so they sleep together a lot.

They fuck, sleep, go to the refresher and don't waste time in between.

They are still keeping it a secret.

"Your hair is good, Ren," Hux says once, out of nowhere, as Kylo is dressing himself. Kylo freezes because it's the first good thing Hux has ever said about any part of his body above the neck.

"It covers the ears," Hux adds with a smile so bright and gentle that Kylo can't help but believe it's a real compliment.

That makes it worse.

***

When it all ends, Hux comes to save him.

He drags his half-dead body and gets him medical help. He brushes the dirt off his face, holds his hair back and tells him everything will be okay.

He doesn't tell Hux about his father, or about the girl. Once they're alone, all he can do is meet Hux's eyes as they look at him in sadness and ends up breaking down.

He apologizes over and over, unable to even speak as he broadcasts his apologies through the Force with the little strength he has. Thick tears soak through the bandages on his face. He's so grateful for Hux, he's so sorry that he's even uglier than before. He's just so sorry.

Hux launches himself towards him and wraps his arms around him, he drops kisses on every patch of skin that he can reach around the bandages. "You are beautiful," Hux whispers over and over, "Kylo, you're so beautiful."

And Kylo can feel the love, he can feel the kindness. Kylo is grateful, so grateful that although he's been disfigured further, Hux will still have him.

Right now, Hux means every word, still, Kylo knows better than to believe him.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
I enjoyed this one a lot. Seeing a coldly manipulative side of Hux is a rare pleasure and I think you pulled it off with aplomb. The touches of 'kindness' that occasionally get included really make the whole thing that much more insidiously brutal. Well done.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
Hux is a cruel, manipulative creep in this and I love it. They way you wrote them both is amazing. Kylo's insecurity, even when he can literally feel the truth, telling him he can't believe nice wordsis really heartbreaking.

Gosh, lovely work.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
oh god, i was hoping this would get filled and you did an absolutely excellent job. damn.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
OP here. Thank you so much for the fill! I think you managed to capture Hux's manipulative nature and Kylo's deep rooted insecurity really well. I like how you incorporated Kylo's TFA scar into it and him thinking it would make him even uglier in Hux's eyes and the last bit about him not being able to believe it when Hux is kind to him was heartbreaking. Very well done anon!

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
A!A here! Thank you so much for the lovely comments, and glad to hear that you enjoyed it OP. It's a bit grim but really, how couldn't it be heh :( thank you for the wonderful prompt. <3

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
That ending..! Poor Kylo, so broken, so unwilling to believe he's attractive, so fucked up by Hux..! So very lovely!

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles

(Anonymous) 2016-04-07 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
THIS WAS EXCELLENT good lord

also i would literally sell my soul for a follow-up drabble of a sorry, groveling hux trying everywhichway to make up for the years of gaslighting and emotional abuse, actually coming clear to kylo - and kylo can't believe him, but still he can't stay away from hux because he kows no one else could possibly stand to be with him.
please.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles - AO3 link

[personal profile] kylogram 2016-04-09 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much to everyone who has read and commented, I don't reply individually to not spam but it's made my day!

I have posted it on AO3 now and I'm working on a second part of sorts, from Hux's POV, Nonny above :)

http://archiveofourown.org/works/6499744

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles - AO3 link

(Anonymous) 2016-04-10 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
Yay 2nd part! <333333

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles - AO3 link

(Anonymous) 2016-04-11 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my 2nd part! Just as enjoyable as the first.

Re: [Mini-fill] Hux/Kylo - Emotional Abuse - 5+1 Drabbles - AO3 link

(Anonymous) 2016-04-11 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you :) <3

I tried to fix it and I made it worse tho D; those two don't want to be happy xxx