Thanks for caring, anon! :) yeah, it's like, emotional stress paralyzes my body and then fries my brain? lol. Like, sometimes I can't walk proper either or can't hold things very well etc. And yeah, it's a tricky one but I'm okay, it's not too often :) like, mostly it just happens during confrontation/when someone yells at me, and I was just thinking like... Kylo gets yelled at all the time lol. I'd been fired (into a Sun) long ago.