Writeranon here! If I filled this properly it would be sporadic in updates, include a lot of implied gore/implied torture, some OCs (none of whom are good people) and mindfuckery that's left Ben not remembering if he willingly changed sides or if something iffier happened.

But I would be willing to write it if you're willing to accept updates would take about a week between them and it'd be posted on my AO3 account because I'm more comfortable writing there. Do I have the go-ahead to do that from you?

...also I may make a playlist for this and throw that up on my 8tracks account if that's cool.